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FIGHTING FOR A DREAM

Stockland Firefighters #2

Jordan Diaz wants more than anything to be a member of the Stockland Fire   Department. When her father retires as Chief and Bryce Tracy, a man who has been like a brother to her most of her life, is promoted in his place, she sees her chance to finally make her dream come true. But can she hold on to that dream? In Book II of the Stockland FD series, Bryce Tracy opens a can of worms when he accepts Jordan as the latest volunteer firefighter on the department. Sparks fly as those angered by his decision confront him and a fire rages out of control as his feelings for Jordan grow beyond simple brotherly love.

5 Cups: FIGHTING FOR A DREAM is such a compassionate, heart-wrenching story.  Jordan has to face impossible odds to claim her right for the type of future she wants.   Bryce has no clue that she harbors ill feelings toward him because of the special relationship he has with her father.  His passion and love for Jordan is so special that I could not wait to see what he has to do to win her heart.  TONYA RAMAGOS wrote us such a compelling love story that I give her 5 cups. -- Briana Burress, Coffee Time Reviews

4 Angels: Fighting For A Dream is pleasing story of a woman struggling to achieve a lifelong goal –to become a firefighter. This is book two in the Stockland Fire Department Series. Book one is Mr. Right in Turnouts. Jordan and Bryce must each conquer inner demons to have the love that each so desperately wants. Ms. Ramagos has used dialogue and interaction between the characters to create an unforgettable tale that will touch your heart. -- Tewanda, Fallen Angel Reviews

Packed with grabbing what you want, acceptance, and love, Fighting for a Dream by Tonya Ramagos’ is a captivating tale for readers to enjoy. The characters kept me captivated and stayed in my thoughts even after I finished the novel. The interaction between Bryce and Jordan flowed naturally and made the story come alive with emotion. I was rooting for Jordan to overcome the struggle she faced in gaining acceptance from her father and fellow fire fighters. Fighting for a Dream is a read that I recommend for readers who love a story of triumph, acceptance and love. -- M. Jeffers, Road to Romance

4 Stars: This book is a great story of how we must all "stay the course" for our dreams and desires, knowing that the journey will bruise us along the way. Tonya Ramagos skillfully takes us through the agony felt when having to stand up against those we love and respect. But in the end we succeed because we have followed our own hearts' desire. -- Kathy Martin, Novelspotters

4 Stars: This is a sweet romantic story. Bryce is madly in love with Jordan and his dedication and perception to her needs is heartwarming. I liked how he was able to reason with Jordan, to be her friend and her lover and support her as a firefighter. The interesting element was Jordan's own obliviousness about Bryce's feelings. She's always considered him competition for her father's affection and when Bryce proves that he puts her first, Jordan finds out what it means to be accepted totally for herself. I liked the chemistry between the two, it's rare that characters are true friends in romance stories before they pursue a love interest. While the love scenes were pretty light for my tastes, those who enjoy a good story will find Fighting for a Dream a pleasurable read. -- Jacqueline, The Romance Studio

ADULT EXCERPT

Bryce Tracy drummed his fingertips on the desk. A rid-a-tat-tat from his nails hitting the hard wooden surface ricocheted through the unnerving silence of the office. His gaze was fixed and locked with a pair of gray, cat-shaped eyes that stared back at him. Pleading yet determined eyes. Eyes that could make a man slither into a puddle of mush and, at the same time, put every nerve ending on alert. How could he say no to those eyes, to that beautiful face? How could he say no when her request had rolled from such alluring, shapely lips?

His attention focused on those lips, carnation pink, glistening from moisture and parted ever so slightly. They were set in the perfect formation for another pair of lips, his lips, to capture them in a heated kiss of passion. And if he were to ever kiss her that’s exactly what it would be, passion—years of deep unrevealed passion battling for an escape. It made no difference that the striking woman in front of him was practically his sister. He wanted her and every time he looked at her he wanted her more and more.

It hadn’t always been that way. Then again, she hadn’t always been so beautiful. Growing up, she’d been a scrawny thing, tall with virtually no meat on her bones and a head far too large for her body. She had been easy to resist then. Oh, why couldn’t she have remained that way? Saying no to that girl would have been much easier than saying no to the woman she had become. But how could he say yes and face the wrath of Cleveland Diaz? What she was asking was too much. For so many reasons, most of which Bryce knew he had to keep locked away inside.

Bringing his drumming fingers to a halt, he laid his hands flat on the desk and pushed a hard breath from his lungs. “Jordan, you realize you’re putting me in a helluva spot here?” He pursed his lips together as he forced himself to gaze, once again, into her eyes and concentrate on the subject at hand rather than how badly he wanted her. “You know how I feel about your father. I have the greatest of admiration for him. I owe him so much. Hell, I practically owe him my life!”

Jordan returned his fixed and potent stare, seemingly attempting to keep her expression blank and emotionless. Still, the scowl that briefly overtook her luscious lips was hard to miss.

“You, of all people, should know I’m not making excuses.” Bryce pushed himself to a standing position behind the desk. “It’s the truth. Your father pulled me under his wing when I had nowhere else to go. He taught me everything I know. He’s the reason I’m Chief of this department now.” He indicated his surroundings with a flourish of his arm.

The office was small, not much larger than a walk-in closet found in a master bedroom. The walls were panted a soft shade of ivory trimmed in red tying in the décor with the walls of the station outside the office. The furnishings were spare; an executive style desk sat before the only window in the room, a five drawer metal filing cabinet occupied one corner while an American flag hung from a tall base in another. In front of the desk were two brown leather visitor chairs. Despite the usual cozy atmosphere of the office, Bryce felt as though the room was closing in around him as his attention remained planted on the occupant of one of those brown leather chairs.

Jordan remained seated. Although her perfect posture visibly stiffened, her glare on him didn’t give an inch. “I know you feel you owe my father a lot…”

“Then you understand that undermining his decision isn’t exactly how I planned to repay him for all of the years of kindness he’s shown me,” Bryce interrupted her a bit too coldly.

Undermining his decision? Hell, it would be more like spitting in the old man’s face! Bryce had promised to continue running the Stockland Fire Department the way Cleveland and his predecessors had done for nearly a century. Bryce was the first Chief in the history of the department that was not of Diaz blood. Had Cleveland been blessed with a son, Bryce was certain he would have never seen the rank of Chief. But Cleveland didn’t have a biological son. Therefore, he had entrusted the department to Bryce. Bryce knew if he gave into Jordan’s request he wouldn’t merely be changing what had become a department policy, he would be asking to become the worst enemy of Cleveland Diaz—something no man in their right mind would ever intentionally ask for.

“So you’re saying you won’t help me.” Jordan folded her arms across her chest. The muscle in her jaw worked as she clenched her teeth together. Those tantalizing gray eyes smoldered with anger.

“I didn’t say that.”

“So you’re saying you will?” The anger instantly swept away, her eyes lit up like a pair of stars in the blackest of night skies. They were eyes a man could drown in and damned if he didn’t feel himself going down. No amount of mouth-to-mouth resuscitation would be able to save him.

“I didn’t say that either.”

What had he said? Nothing. How could he when he had no idea what to say? The situation was precarious, his choices very slim. He could say yes, watch the happiness consume the woman he secretly loved and know that he was the one who brought her that happiness. Or he could say no, salvage his father/son relationship with her father and most likely lose Jordan forever.

Words Cleveland Diaz had spoken so many times echoed through his mind. Women have no place in the fire service. They’re too dainty, too weak. There isn’t a woman alive that can cut it in a man’s world. The only thing they’re good for is handing out water bottles on fire scenes.

The problem was, deep down Bryce didn’t agree with Cleveland’s words, especially when the woman in question was Jordan Diaz. She may be female but dainty and weak were definitely not words that could be used to describe her. The sudden interest in physical fitness she had developed at the age of fourteen had eliminated any of that. By the age of sixteen, the once scrawny disproportioned girl had transformed into a strong tough woman with a body and mind that proved it. If given a chance, Bryce predicted she could give nearly any man on the department a run for his money.

Yet that knowledge did nothing to change his current situation. It didn’t multiply his options either. If only she would accept her father’s decision and leave well enough alone. Life would be so much simpler. But one look into those unwavering eyes told him pigs would fly before that wish would be granted. 

Shoving his hands in the pockets of his jeans, he walked to the wall lined with pictures on the side of the office. “There’s never been a woman on this department,” he informed her unnecessarily, gesturing toward the many photos of firefighters.

“Like I don’t know that,” she said with a callous laugh. Then she rose from the chair and stepped closer to him. “That’s because this department has also never had a Chief that wasn’t a Diaz. Now it does.

“Times have changed since my great-great grandfather founded this department, Bryce. The Diaz reign doesn’t have to end just because there are no more men in the family to carry on tradition. My days of handing out water bottles are over,” she announced with a stubborn lift of her chin. “I know this department backwards and forwards. I’m in great physical shape and perfectly capable of being a firefighter. Unfortunately, my father is so caught up in his old fashioned values that he can’t see past my gender to figure that out.”

Bryce raked a hand through his hair and turned his back to her. Like he could see past her gender. Hell, with the body that woman had it was hard to see anything else!

A tension-filled silence settled over the office as he paced the short distance from the desk to the wall, back and forth. “So now that your father is on vacation for who knows how long and isn’t Chief anymore you see this as an opportunity to become more active in the department,” he summarized, cutting her a quick glance as he continued to tread the tiled floor.

“Yep.” She nodded sharply. “To my knowledge, my father no longer has any pull over the decisions made in this department. He can’t keep me out now. It’s all up to you.”

“In other words, you’re asking me to choose between you and your father.” He stopped pacing then and turned to glare at her. A frown etched itself between his brows. He hadn’t exactly meant to voice the ultimatum that had surfaced to his mind but it was precisely what he was thinking.

A look of baffled confusion overtook Jordan’s stern expression. “I—I…” She faltered, angling her head as she mull over his words. Finally, she said, “I don’t think it’s going to come down to you losing the relationship you have with my father, if that’s what you mean.”

“I’m afraid it will,” Bryce admitted dryly, heaving a sigh. He shifted his gaze to the photos on the wall—centering on a picture of Cleveland Diaz dressed in turnouts and a white helmet that symbolized his position as Chief. He was a stocky man in his early sixties with more hair above his lip than on his head. But it was his eyes, the same deep gray colored eyes that Jordan possessed, that most people in the town of Stockland found intimidating. Even in a photograph those eyes didn’t lose their daunting appearance. Bryce shivered.

“Look, if I can’t cut it I will be the first to say so,” Jordan said. She moved to prop herself against a wall behind her, her hands balled in fists and planted on her slim hips. “I’ll walk away and serve the best water you’ve ever tasted. All I’m asking is for you to do your job. Set your personal knowledge of my father and me aside and give me a chance. Treat me as you would any other candidate.”

Bryce’s gaze dropped to the toes of her aerobic tennis shoes and slowly scanned up the length of her captivating long legs to the lavender blouse that stretched just perfectly over her well-curved breasts. He felt himself begin to swell behind the zipper of his jeans and quickly looked away. He looked to the ceiling, to the floor, out the window, everywhere but at her. Although he would’ve preferred to allow his gaze to linger on her beautiful curves, now was not the time to get aroused. He had to think. He had to…

Treat her as I would any other candidate. Yeah, like I can really do that one.